Forming a script

Over the last few weeks I felt as though my concept had really started to develop. I began to form a clear structure; therefore I felt that I was in a position to start writing a script. I found this part of the process to be my favourite. I have loved seeing all the straggled ideas being strung together by this script. It was beginning to look like an actual show!

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Performer & Audience Relationship

Sean Bruno and Luke Dixon’s book Creating Solo Performance (2015) has proven to be extremely beneficial throughout the creation process. Therefore, I decided to refer back to their writings for the script creating process. Before I write anything, Bruno and Dixon suggest that I decide my relationship with my audience, as this would alter the whole atmosphere and presentation of the performance and script. They comment that ‘the relationship between a solo performer and their audience is very different from that between an audience and any other form of performance’ (Bruno and Dixon, 2015, 38). ‘A solo show creates a dialogue with the audience’ (ibid, 39), therefore my relationship with them has to be acknowledged straight away. They state many types of relationships that a solo performer could hold with their audience, such as entertaining, seductive, relaxed, educative, intimate etcetera. I decided to choose a combination of a few relationships. I chose inclusive (as I am inviting them into my ‘cocoon’/ life), relaxed (as that is the overall feel of my cocoon, very chilled out) and entertaining (as I will be creating music for them). When choosing these, I thought back to performer and musician Adam Page. His solo shows were light-hearted and entertaining, and his dialogue reflected this. He opened his 2013 Edinburgh Fringe performance by asking everybody how they were doing, and to give a loud ‘whoop’ if they were from Scotland. This allowed the audience to immediately grasp the casual fun relationship that he was trying to achieve.

(Adam Page, 2013)

Much like Adam Page, the opening section of staging and dialogue will help me certify these relationships with my audience. Hopefully the relaxed environment from within the staging area, the jazz, the incense, the pj’s etcetera, will portray this visually. Verbally, I will speak very casually to them, as though my opening dialogue is just a selection of passing comments. For example, my opening line is “nice isn’t it” – referring to the atmosphere and staging, and “good read too” – referring to The Stage magazine that I will be reading with a cup of tea in my hand.

Starting at the end

I was originally aiming to write the script in a chronological structure, beginning, middle, and then the end. However, I found that writing the beginning and end before the middle was extremely useful. Anthony Herron stated that the beginning of the play is the problem/ need, the end is the self-revelation, and the bits in between are the characters journey to achieve this self-revelation (Herron, 2005, 21). He states that the writer ‘must first know the character’s personality and attributes along with his destination, then plot out how to get him there’ (ibid), suggesting that the writer ‘start at the end […], and then go back to the beginning and fill in the steps between’ (ibid). Following Herron’s advice, I finished writing the script before I made any music or wrote the dialogue about my relationships. I felt that knowing exactly what my final motivations were for the performance, effected what I wanted to musically create in the middle section. I originally wanted to create an upbeat happy song to represent my happy relationships. However, when I wrote the ending, I found myself being drawn towards a more reflective, mature outlook on my relationships, with also a hint of sadness for leaving them. This has now altered the type of music I want to create, now wanting a smoother rhythm, with a softer ‘loving’ tune, with a more sentimental and calm feel about it.

Work Cited

Bruno, S., Dixon, L. (2015) Creating Solo Performance. Oxfordshire: Routledge.

Herron, A. (2005) Scriptwriting and Structure. Lincoln: iUniverse.

Adam Page (2013) ADAM PAGE at the Edinburgh Fringe FULL SHOW. [online video] Available from http://youtu.be/ivZQFIGwX4E [Accessed 30 April 2016].

Little book of notes

Over the Easter break I took the opportunity to gain some vital material for my show. As my show is based on my relationships with my family and boyfriend I realised that surrounding myself with these people could put me in a position where I could find the most raw thoughts and feelings. Within their book Creating Solo Performance, Sean Bruno and Luke Dixon stated that ‘your brain is always working. It may be doing some of your best work on your performance when you are least aware of it’ (Bruno and Dixon, 2015, 35). They suggested to ‘keep a notebook by you at all times. A little one that you can slip in a pocket and pull out at a moments notice’ (ibid). Therefore, I did carry a little notebook around with me everywhere I went, writing down things that I overheard, felt, or simply ideas or phrases I thought could be useful. This turned out to be extremely useful and I found myself purposely listening out for things to write down. The following are the notes that I gathered over the Easter break. Most of them are about my family rather than my boyfriend. Many of them do not make sense, and will not be used, however they have influenced my overall thought process considerably.

My Notes

I am like an ember, I could burn out into a little pile of ash, or with a little bit of effort, I could erupt into a spectacular burning inferno.

I am at a literal crossroad in life. I am at the warp and weft of life (sewing threads).

They’ve got this emotional hold on me

The power is at our fingertips, we’ve just got to turn it up

My mum got my sister and I an Easter bunny toy. Ever since we were little she got us a rabbit or chick toy with an Easter egg, and for some reason, even though my sister and I are 18 and 22 now, and have absolutely no desire for this anymore, she still gets us these little toys. It is things like this that make it impossible to “grow up”. My mum still treats us to soft cuddly toys to keep us “her little girls”. A sign that she’s not ready for us to grow up. Grasping at every childhood tradition for as long as she can, which as a mother, I completely understand.

There is a big hole in my life where achievement should be. Where ambition is clambering to get through. A podium where first place is still up for grabs

Over Easter one of my oldest friends broke the news that she is moving to Houston, USA, to start a new life with her boyfriend. Although this broke my heart to know that half the world would now divide us, I cannot deny that it provided emotions that were just what I needed for my show. This is what I wrote about this: While I’m sat in a caravan, in the pouring rain, in the middle of a sheep field, playing our 10th game of rummy of the evening, my friend is grabbing life with both hands and moving to America. She was always the one who cried at sleepovers to go home, the one who wouldn’t go exploring when where were on holiday. I was always the explorative, independent one. How the roles have reversed, how the tables have turned. What have I become?

Everyone will grow up, but never grow apart

Like branches on a tree, we grow in different directions, yet our roots remain as one

Wanting to be part of my family, yet having my own life

I’ve been away at uni for three years and I’ve really established my own lifestyle

I am/was the free sprit of my family

A new start. My “Hawk on a cork”- I have always been restless, I have always had itchy feet, and if you see me at my finest, I have never been quite normal. My mum and I call this my ‘hawk on a cork”. To this day I’m really not sure where this derived from, but it seems to have stuck and has now become the mantra I live by. It symbolises my uniqueness, my craziness, my darn right oddness and spontaneity. It is my hawk on a cork that is driving me towards my dreams, to be explorative, to be confident, to be independent. However my growing pains are proving hard for me to fly away from. It is my love for my family and friends that can sometimes cause this hawk to clip her own wings. However, this hawk will then find a 9 to 5 job, get a mortgage, get a house and fill it with Ikea’s finest cream and beige furniture with pink cushions and bows. Now this hawk was never a fan of the bows, cream and beige, Ikea, and all the things most people desire. This hawk wants reds and oranges, silvers, golds fluorescent greens, a multi-colored wonderland of possibilities. I cherish my relationships, and I love every aspect of every single one of them. However, I’ve realised that to keep my fire stoked, I may have to make the jump. I do not want to abandon a lifetime of love for a spontaneous selfish gut instinct, but sometimes you have to take one step back to go two steps forward.

Work Cited

Bruno, S., Dixon, L. (2015) Creating Solo Performance. Oxfordshire: Routledge.